Change? Good or Bad? Who knows....

Working nights can get tough, and even worse when youre not the one working. It can be so lonely just sitting at home, doing nothing productive. And then, when I didnt think it could get worse... They changed his schedule.. so now its even worse. Fifteen Days of work and only three days off. How could they do this? Its beyond our control though, theres nothing we can do to change it. Yet i feel like calling someone up and giving them a piece of my mind, too bad you cant call the military up and tell them how they are treating you. I guess its a price we have to pay. But why do we have to sacrifice? He defends our country, works night and day, doing whatever they ask of him, and still only three days off in fifteen days? I dont understand it. He normally works nights, from 5 pm to 6 am, but had everyother two day period... But now he only has three days off in fifteen...But who am i to complain, im just the stay at home wife. Im the one who never sees my husband, and rolling over in bed seeing him sound asleep doesnt count as seeing him. Where is the love? Where are the late night walks? When can we sleep in? When are we going to have time for one another? Ive only been a military wife for less than a year, yet the military way of life makes it feel like ten years. I havent been through a deployment yet, and i sure hope i wont have to in the near future. But the rumors floating around are saying that they are deploying in March. Why? Havent they taken him away from me enough? Ive been with him for three years... making our way through one obstacle after the other. We even spent a year apart, while he was doing his service for our country, and with that said, why am i acting so defensive about this silly schedule change? I dont get it. I can only imagine all of the other families that are going through this as well. So i guess i should just stop complaining, well at least until the military breaks my heart again.